A first

I woke up this morning, and thought about the past week, and thought about the next few days, and felt... happy. I didn't feel anxious or self-critical or like I needed to nail down exactly what I'd be doing. I just felt... pleased with life.

I've never been very good at living in the moment - I'm always fretting about the next step - which makes me good at work-oriented stuff and logical thinking, but kinda puts a dent in a person's ability to relax. So I'm planning to keep this feeling going.